ღ chapter 8: hell or heaven?

so as i quietly bleed and cry... somebody asked me "are you the deep crimson? lying weak and almost lifeless? how pathetic!" hmmm... sounds like and order... well, i ont want an opponent getting so naive just so he or she can fght with me... though everything seems to be destroyed... i can still fight as an assassin, only brutality keeps me alive...

i stood up with my head bowed on the floor "shall we start the game? *brutal smile*" while i was turning my head up... i saw the fear in his eyes, hmmm... he must heard a lot about massacres by me... haha! blood shall come out from his weak body... "y-y-ya-yaaa-hh! l-l-l-e-eet--ts s-st-a-ar-ar-art!" he muttered... i walked slowly towards him...

what an insolent manipulator... yah, he had such wonderful sound manipulating skills, and yes, he knows how to handle it... yet it is not that powerful with such a use! well, i guess this power will be mine... as the usual plan.. play then kill...

he hit me more of his sound waves... his techniques are very good to use in long range battles but he still havent mastered it yet, and so... he cant even hit one strand of my hair... weak! hmm... oh well... prepare to die!... brutally

i ran towards his ears and whispered "hell or heaven?" i saw his tears... like he wants to back out... too bad i cannot take control of myself darn! if i can! i feel pity... yet i felt thirst... blood... power...brutality... i love them... they make me stronger... yet colder...

another...another one... he hits me again... and again... but it wont o anythings... my soul wants his blood... i cannot take control... words came out of my mouth without my concern "i am sorry dear order, may your soul rest in peace together with the others i've killde... hell? maybe! wahahaha!!!" i dont know what am i doing... such a power rage through my body that i cant control...

myself or my soul? i say, my soul... made many spinning spheres... they were black and i know they were dangerous! they are so many of them! they were all around me... then they all went revolving and i was in the center... i know they were gaining strength... yah...more dead souls to get! the spheres attacked the sound manipulator... and the order went lifeless after that... no clue how i killed him but it should have been more lethal if he angered me causing me to release my real strength...

well, another one of those powers... i get more powerful everytime i kill... then i transferred his soul onto my body.. to gain more power... and for my soul to eat...

yah, call me a monster... a demon, i suppose. i dont care... because i know this is not my real soul... somewhre hidden in the deepest trenches and the darkest cornets of my world... waiting to be felt... maybe... but i know it was destined to be unlocked... my soul...

here i am again, lying and crying because of the words he told me... such fear i felt when he shouted using his voice... or such pain i felt when he hated me... i dont know...