as i opened my eyes, i only saw darkness... it was deep and brutal darkness... i wonder why did the heaven still want me to live? i want to give up my life but no one can kill me, not even myself. Not even the gods, but only the ranmyaku that will never lead me to my own death. i dont want darkness, not even brutalilty but what cai don, i bet i was made for these things... at least i have a purpose; killing and torturing other people... well, my poster-father tells me worthless people are meant to killed... so i want to have a purpose... even if means killing innocent souls...
i closed my eyes again, i dont want to witness this deep darkness, it scares me... for the first time. maybe because i thought of my death. it maybe my fear... the only thing that can scared me... or the only thing i cannot have as long the one who can only do this doesnt want to. i want to sleep... with serenity...
i saw dawn as i opened my eyes, not anymore darkness that... i adore?! no... that i fear! but ti be honest, i really dont know which i want to have and the one i fear... darkness or dawn... i really dont understand my own soul.
"finally you're awake, as the soul had told me...~take care of my deep crimson~... i cannot fail the sacred one... i must follow his every command" an old man entered the room and tol me this. "please let me introduce you to the chaos society" the 7 weaklings i fought that dusk entered, i cannot believe they are the chaos but at least we have the soul of the ranmyaku... "i welcome you to our society" he told me. i have nothing more to say but thanks... all my life, i want to be in this group... all my life i have told myself i must find them... i dont know whats happening... my fantasy or reality! i am very thankful to the gods...
"deep crimson, this is your destiny!" the old man told me
"who is this deep crimson? i dont know anyone by that name" i replie
"you have a mark of a black dragon at your shoulder... it is the sign of the bravery of the gods.. they gave you to finally fulfill the real destiny of chaos... you are the guardian of the ranmyaku!" he told me...
"if she is the guardian, then what does that makes me?!" the girl name keiko ikegami shouted
"nothing but a mere sacrifice to know if the prophecies are finally taking place... sorry my grandaughter... but you were only raised to die..." he replied. she ran out of the room in tears, then teiji ran after her... maybe to comfort her... teiji may have something special for keiko but i think this girl is full of envy and selfishness... he should not love a wolf under sheep's clothing... she moght be beautiful but her soul is a piece of the sun's fire...
"i am sorry for the trouble that i caused you all... i didnt mean to hurt a chaos member; i just got carriedaway by my dark personality. i am so sorry, all of you! and please o tell that girl i am so sorry, and same to the dark supreme...i am so sorry..." i told them.
"its not your fault, my grandaughter is really rude! i am sorry crimson... in fact, we all do accept your sorry. we are al grateful that we finally met you. At last, we can fulfill our true prophecies and give way to apocaylpse... thank the gods for this wonderful blessing... i thought we will never find the crimson... but now, she is infront of us, saying sorry for her violence..." he told me.
"i dont know... but i think he is pertaining to me as the deep crimson... i dont have any knowledge about her or anything that can describe her...i slowly realized that the mark on my shoulder is important... i its a sign that i have a special position in making the apocalypse come true...
am i really important? seems like teiji doesnt like me a lot... did i do something wrong? i dont know what i did... it is not my fault that girl is a mere entity... i have no choice but to accept my realy position... it was not my fault *devilish smile*
i closed my eyes again, i dont want to witness this deep darkness, it scares me... for the first time. maybe because i thought of my death. it maybe my fear... the only thing that can scared me... or the only thing i cannot have as long the one who can only do this doesnt want to. i want to sleep... with serenity...
i saw dawn as i opened my eyes, not anymore darkness that... i adore?! no... that i fear! but ti be honest, i really dont know which i want to have and the one i fear... darkness or dawn... i really dont understand my own soul.
"finally you're awake, as the soul had told me...~take care of my deep crimson~... i cannot fail the sacred one... i must follow his every command" an old man entered the room and tol me this. "please let me introduce you to the chaos society" the 7 weaklings i fought that dusk entered, i cannot believe they are the chaos but at least we have the soul of the ranmyaku... "i welcome you to our society" he told me. i have nothing more to say but thanks... all my life, i want to be in this group... all my life i have told myself i must find them... i dont know whats happening... my fantasy or reality! i am very thankful to the gods...
"deep crimson, this is your destiny!" the old man told me
"who is this deep crimson? i dont know anyone by that name" i replie
"you have a mark of a black dragon at your shoulder... it is the sign of the bravery of the gods.. they gave you to finally fulfill the real destiny of chaos... you are the guardian of the ranmyaku!" he told me...
"if she is the guardian, then what does that makes me?!" the girl name keiko ikegami shouted
"nothing but a mere sacrifice to know if the prophecies are finally taking place... sorry my grandaughter... but you were only raised to die..." he replied. she ran out of the room in tears, then teiji ran after her... maybe to comfort her... teiji may have something special for keiko but i think this girl is full of envy and selfishness... he should not love a wolf under sheep's clothing... she moght be beautiful but her soul is a piece of the sun's fire...
"i am sorry for the trouble that i caused you all... i didnt mean to hurt a chaos member; i just got carriedaway by my dark personality. i am so sorry, all of you! and please o tell that girl i am so sorry, and same to the dark supreme...i am so sorry..." i told them.
"its not your fault, my grandaughter is really rude! i am sorry crimson... in fact, we all do accept your sorry. we are al grateful that we finally met you. At last, we can fulfill our true prophecies and give way to apocaylpse... thank the gods for this wonderful blessing... i thought we will never find the crimson... but now, she is infront of us, saying sorry for her violence..." he told me.
"i dont know... but i think he is pertaining to me as the deep crimson... i dont have any knowledge about her or anything that can describe her...i slowly realized that the mark on my shoulder is important... i its a sign that i have a special position in making the apocalypse come true...
am i really important? seems like teiji doesnt like me a lot... did i do something wrong? i dont know what i did... it is not my fault that girl is a mere entity... i have no choice but to accept my realy position... it was not my fault *devilish smile*
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